The Tale of the Lil Princess
There are times when something gets said that says, "remember me, for I speak a great truth". On a recent night, in #House_Malkinius, such a thing happened. A slave who is known to me came to me to beg my mercy and forgiveness for her actions after being released by her Master. Upon hearing that my slave vair had begged release from my collar, hayli tried to talk her out of it by telling her a story about her own life. I found great instruction value in her story. Here is an edited version of the log which tells the story. Free and slave alike should read and learn from this.
Lil Princess:
hayli^: let see
hayli^: vair
hayli^: i'm going to tell you a story
hayli^: There was a Master
hayli^: and he has this slave, who thought she was a princess becuase he loved her, and she did everything so well and everyone liked her.
hayli^: Well, she loved him to pieces, and she loved him very much, but then one day, the evil monster of pride reared its ugly head and the lil princess went on a rampage
hayli^: she gave her Master Ultimatiums
hayli^: she gave him threats
hayli^: she accused him of many things that just werent' true
hayli^: all in her temper tantrum
hayli^: you know where it got her
hayli^: it got her the choice, either stay and be a slave or go and be a princess, well she chose wrong, she gambled that he would take her back, with tears and im sorries
hayli^: she gambled and wound up hurting them both VERY Much
hayli^: she gambled wrong
hayli^: and because she did that
hayli^: she hurt others the whole next week
hayli^: she tore apart a dance forum, she said mean things to her sisters, she was an absolute pain the ass to anyone that would be near here
hayli^: WHY
hayli^: because she thought she could make her Master hurt, and destory herself so she wouldn't feel that way anymore, because she didn't want to feel like a slave or the fhurt and pain
hayli^: BUT
hayli^: then she started to realize some things, the evil lil princess, started talking to the Master she loved with calm and rationale thought, she started to listen to him.
hayli^: the Nights that helped with the forum gave her a piece of there mind to, and a few other people that new her as a spoiled lil monster did as well.
hayli^: you know what she hurt herself, her Master, the people she loved the most, she hurt those that trusted and believed in her, she hurt everyone, all because she only thought of HERSELF
hayli^: the evil princess has learned something though, the moral of being a slave is not about what you want or how you feel, its about how your Master feels and what makes him happy.
hayli^: Sometimes
hayli^: even the lil princess and her Master had trouble, and problems, but that is all on the rocky road in which one experiences within the steel of a Man
hayli^: life is not all rainbows and colored flowers
hayli^: it is life, we are human, and we will fuck up
hayli^: so if you leave and quit what does that accomplish
hayli^: you would hurt only yourself and the ones you love
hayli^: your sisters would be sad to
hayli^: think of everyone you love before you leave vair, because once its done, its hard to gain back the trust and understanding you worked hard to get to this point, because once you throw it all away, you may never get it back.
hayli^: i love you vair
hayli^: hugs her
hayli^: the evil lil princess has learned
hayli^: and now she will pay for many months for what she did in a span of five to ten mins
hayli^: it won't be easy
hayli^: it will be many tears
hayli^: and much hurt
hayli^: but she chose the hard road
hayli^: she had the easy way
hayli^: she had someone that loved her and only wanted to succeed
hayli^: but she threw it all away because she was a selfish princess
hayli^: the moral of this story is thus
hayli^: neverever
hayli^: make a decsion or somthing when you are upset or angry, always give it a week, or tow, even a month
hayli^: lean on the ones you love
hayli^: and let them help you
hayli^: theres nothing wrong with asking for help
hayli^: it often times will be good for you
hayli^: and always be honest with your owner
hayli^ looks to Master
hayli^: thats all really Master
hayli^: and if you think i'm a bitch vair
hayli^: your probably right
hayli^: you can yell, scream at me and call me names
hayli^: but i won't let you leave
hayli^: it will be over my dead kajira body
hayli^: and the baby larls at the door
hayli^: oh wait
hayli^: i need to add something
hayli^: sighs
hayli^: vair
hayli^: out there
hayli^: points to that vast cesspool of what they say is gor
hayli^: are liars, theives, gamers, and people who will HURT YOU
hayli^: they only care about there channels
hayli^: and making them popular with good slaves
hayli^: and you darling are a good slave
hayli^: a very good one
hayli^: i've seen you serve
hayli^: you serve with your heart and passion
hayli^: your kind
hayli^ point to your heart
hayli^: in here
hayli^: i know this cause
hayli^: they won't leave me alone
hayli^: i have to hide
hayli^: and thats not what slavery should be about
hayli^: Master Malkinius cares about you sissy
hayli^: he locked steel on you for a reason
hayli^: because he seen what you had inside
hayli^: points to her belly
hayli^: it won't always be easy
hayli^: but it gets better
hayli^: i promise that
hayli^ hugs her
hayli^: i hope you don't hate me
hayli^: i just dont' want you to hurt like i do
hayli^: you know i will talk to you anytime
hayli^: smiles
hayli^: we can help each other if you let me
This was spoken in my channel by hayli and posted her with her permission. I did edit down from the full time she was in my house and I did remove some extraneous bits from my log. vair said nothing during hayli's story, so her comments are not included. I also edited slightly for spelling/typing to make the narrative easier to read, but not for content. vair was released later that night and she who was first girl of my house will be missed.
Revised 13/10/01